We have all asked ourselves this particular question, or many variations of the same, at least once in life. Why did I fail? Why did my heart break? Why did I lose it?
Life comes with all sorts of puzzles that have no solutions. We face situations that drain us emotionally, physically, mentally and what not. And we say, “why me?”
I often hear an explanation, “Because you are a tough nut to crack”
Or a consolation, “It’ll get better soon.”
Or an advice too, “You’re overreacting, you need to distract yourself”
Things happen to us. Without explanation. And it hurts.
I feel there is no shame in the hurt. No pride either, but no shame at all. Because if it hurts, then it means I am alive.
So I don’t look for underlying causes anymore. I don’t look for whys anymore. I just let it be. 🙂
Break my dream into a million pieces and I’ll spread a million new dreams in this world.
For you know how to disregard dreams, I only know how to see them and live them.
Break my heart in a million pieces and I’ll spread love in this world, a million times over.
For you know how to break a heart, I only know how to spread love and happiness.
Find the strength in yourself, everything else will find a way
~ Poetry ~
It was me you blessed with a splendor
And I was searching the world
In smiles, you gave me the answer
And in frowns I always searched
All my life I looked up to you
I hoped for things I never knew
You smiled as I struggled on
I worked and cursed without a clue
You held me close to yourself
You blessed me in ways I never saw
You held me when I needed to jump
And I thought limping was my flaw
~ Never ask why, it just works out somehow